Thursday, June 10, 2010

"A man's dying is more his survivor's affair than his own" (--Thomas Mann)

Part two in the saga of this portrait attempt:

Well, now I've built up more detail in this piece. It's taken on a little more shape if you compare yesterday's initial stages. It still needs more work, and I've added a simple, kind of nondescript background, which I'll talk about in another post. I worked on the shadow side of the face a bit, and corrected the eyes a bit, as well as the hair. I deepened the jacket tones some, and then went in and deepened and lifted some color from the tie to try to make it look a bit dimensional. Overall, I'm pleased enough with it, (although honestly, he doesn't really resemble the reference photo at all!) But as a portrait study, it's not bad. It's just not particularly "dramatic," or expressive, and I'd like to become confident enough to project some of that in my work...one of these days, right? I tell myself, "Rome wasn't built in a day."

I'm also building another piece I showed you that I started a week or so ago. It still has a way to go as well, and I have to add the dreaded background, as well, but it's developing. Notice I made the shoes black, which was my intent all along. I added the green, and deepened the yellow tones to try to "punch" that shadow a bit. Ever so slowly, but surely...

And as Monty Python would say--"now for something completely different..."

OK--Now, I don't mean this in a morbid way at all, but have you ever thought about what you want done with you when you die?

I have always loved travel, and seeing the world as much as I can. I want my son to experience other cultures and see some of this big old globe as well, before he dies... So, I told him often, while he was growing up, that I want him, when I die, to take my ashes, and scatter me a little bit in Venice, Tuscany, around Lago Maggiore, and maybe a little bit in Provence, and maybe the Netherlands, and Greece. That way, if he follows my wishes, he will have seen some of the world that I've found really beautiful!

Typically, Eric rolls his eyes when I discuss this matter, and says that "even in death, I'm going to be high maintenance."

Joe tells me Eric will probably take my urn of ashes and toss me out the window in a Walmart parking lot one day.

"A person starts dying when they stop dreaming." (--Brian Williams)


15 comments:

Laure Ferlita said...

Love the changes you've made so far! And I am truly enjoying the WIP and your explanations as to what you're doing and why.

I also love the breadth and depth of the today's post! I've often thought the same thing with regard to my ashes, but it's is highly unlike they'll be distributed in such a way as I don't have a son.

steviewren said...

I loved it yesterday, but today it looks even better.

If I could visit all the places you listed before I die, I would be content to be dumped in the Walmart parking later. haha

Cris, Artist in Oregon said...

LOL..Sue you crack me up. Even on a subject of death you manage to make us laugh. Your Son's comment was perfect. Even your hubbys comment was....lol You can't be depressed around them it sounds like. :)
I am loving your work. I didnt know you could change things in watercolors. They are looking so great. But what does WIP mean? I have seen that before but no clue to what it means.
You asked about how much calcium I was taking in.. It isnt what I was taking its just that my parathyroid is not working or is over working I'm not sure..so its making way to much calcium and thats bad. So it has to be fixed. So taking in more isnt recommended right now.

myfrenchkitchen said...

Love your portrait Sue....as well as your reflections on "your ashes"...a very good idea in getting someone to see the world that way AND at the same time having a wonderful memory of travelling "with you"...and well...even if it is Walmart...then he will never be able to step into Walmart without a memory of you...that is cool too...he he!
Ronelle

Lorenzo — Alchemist's Pillow said...

Nothing wrong with the mouth, now! I really liked the Sargent quote you used for the previous, related post about portraits being paintings with something wrong with the mouth. Both paintings have improved and I, as an art-lover but non-practitioner (can't even write my name legibly, let alone draw or paint), really like you showing the steps along the way, the problems, challenges and how you tackle them.

As for your "high-maintenance" plans for the afterlife, let's try to get all that good travelling in now.

A Brush with Color said...

Thanks, folks! Online people are so encouraging, it's great.

Cris, "WIP" is "work in progress." Sorry 'bout that. And thanks for the explanation about the calcium, etc. Good luck with those issues!

dinahmow said...

I did laugh at Eric's "high maintenance" response! But it's a lovely idea.

Cathy Gatland said...

I love the soft gentle look of your watercolours Suzanne - I'm just reading about portrait backgrounds in 'The Art Spirit' by Robert Henri, and yours looks beautifully tied into the face (his mouth looks perfect too!)
Your son and husband gave me a good laugh too - thanks :D

caseytoussaint said...

These are so wonderful, Sue - what an interesting project. Having done some portraits in watercolor,I know how hard it is to get them right - and admire your technique even more.

Donna Mulholland said...

I love this post. It's a classic! I may never from recover from this quote "even in death, I'm going to be high maintenance."

LOL. Sue, I love your painting AND your sense of humor!

hmuxo said...

Love your blog! Not only do I love your paintings but you are one funny lady....looking forward to seeing more of your paintings.

ParisBreakfasts said...

You have a very funny family!
You might as well request to be strewn in the garden here at the Chelsea Arts Club too.
They do it quite a bit and throw a party as well.
I wonder if you have to be a member..?
I shall opt for this location I think.
Would Eric do me the favor if I leave him a plane ticket?
Does it have to be for two?
Trouble is, I need to be here to let sign him into the club...
Oh heck-you've opened a can o' worms!
Poor Eric!!

ParisBreakfasts said...

PS
Love the turn this portrait has taken Sue.
Excellent!
When I saw WIP, I immediately thought 'west in peace'
I am too dyslexic :(
PSS
I do think that's a lot of places to be strewn - could turn into a very messy job.
In Venice:
"Sir, what are you doing there please?"
"Oh just strewning a bit of me Mum. Hope you don't mind. Sorry to have mucked up yr bathing costume"
That is if he was strewning along the Lido in Venice.
They're very strict with tourists throwing things away you know.
Hmmmm...
Eric could be arrested for strewning!

laura said...

Sue, I think this painting is very expressive--the eyes are wonderful; there's a softness about him, due to the waches and colors you've chosen, that is expressive in itself.
I really really love this--can't stop looking at it! And wish I could've watched you paint it!
I thought it was perfect yesterday, but you have actually improved on it ...

sue said...

Thanks, everyone. You're most generous in your comments and encouragement. I want to keep trying portraits--they're a challenge for me and I think I can learn by doing them.